Going to Jail.

Im pretty sure Ill be going to jail. I know for a fact I will. I actually stopped caring about my life right now. Im willing to go to jail right now if I can. Fuck it. Its funny how my English teacher calls home to tell my parents how I slack off in my class. She has the balls to say that I go to class sit down and dont do anything. She even said I have a class book and a home book. Fucking lying prick. Even funnier is how my Dad thinks hes a badass by saying hes gonna go up into court and tell the judge. He thinks im going to get down on my knees and beg. Idiot i swear. Well if i go to jail fuck it I really dont care because it isnt that bad in there. The only thing Ill be missing is her and my mom. Meh. I guess just another day in the life.

Through Moments in Time I Tend to Suck at Life

Seriously. Today sucked really bad. I decided to hang out with my ex today just to keep thing mutal between us. Everything was going great till I get a phone call from my dear friend Liana. She asks me if I've recently kissed a girl (remember Friday) and I responds yes. She gives me bad news saying that someone had spread the rumor to her boyfriend and that he wanted to know if it was true. I told her that I would call her back later. Later in the day, I met up with my friend and his girlfriend which was a bad mistake due to my ex getting pissed off at them due to the fact that they always makeout in public and such sorts. So after a stressful hour of trying to calm her down we decide to go to in and out. There I saw two people that I have such hatred towards. Even though she told me she would never talk to them again she lies to me (in front of my face) and decides to act fake and say hi to them. Not only that, one of them has the balls to take away my venti drink from starbucks and drink it. I got enraged and decided to leave due to the fact that I fucking hate 2 faced people. I hate people that fucking lie to me. Then my ex decides to run after me and tries to apologize. Fuck that. I told her to get away from me and I walked home alone. While walking home I called my friend Liana again and she tell me the guy won't do anything to me but does want to know what happened. I had no choice but tell him what happened on Friday. They both eventually broke up because of me. Now I feel really regretful and I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. Today fucking sucked.

Breaking up and a Top Secret Session of EFF YOU ENN

Well I pretty much couldn't stay with her. I broke up with her. Ive never seen someone cry like her. I held her in my arms while she cried but I had to let go. I told her I would always be friends with her. She punched a whole in my friends wall which was uncalled for but she promised she would fix it. Afterwards, when she was better we went to a bicycle ride. Its called C.R.A.N.K. Mob and it happens " Once a year" but this one was "Top Secret". Its basically been 6 months since the last one but it had to go all top secret because some people that would go on the ride would ruin it for others. It was fun and all but I ended up busting up my leg going of a curb. I came home early, like around 12:30 but I was still awesome. Now eating my burrito al pastor I feel good. Well goodnight.

Teenagers, beers, drugs, love and saying bye to a friend

Basically today was the last day of the school semester which meant some people were going to transfer to a different school. Sadly,one of my closest friends decided to transfer. I met her back in 9th grade. They switched my homerooms so I was placed with her. I recall having a huge crush on her during 9th and 10 grade. We occasionally flirted back and forth in those years. I never hooked up with her because she thought I was going to be a dick to her. We settled as friends and I really became close to her. I said my farewell today even though I might see her once in awhile. I still felt she didn't have to leave. She is such a smart student and is someone everyone gets along with. I'll miss her.
So today I basically made a girl cheat on her boyfriend with me. It's funny because I also have a girlfriend. We basically both cheated on our relationships. I don't find it wrong or anything since I just kissed her. Fuck it I'm a damn teenager why the hell should I give a damn if I cheat on someone. I basically have a full life ahead of me. We shared a few kisses that's about it. Not like we had sex or anything because then that would be really messed up. We both have a secret thing for each other but we are both shy to admit it. It's childish but funny. She became nervous and wanted to break up with her bf and get with me but I told her to stay with him. It's funny because then I saw her with him and she gave me a look. Stupid teenager love.
Later in the evening my friend was throwing a gig for a few people. It was really good. Mostly filled with underage kids drinking 36oz beers and liquor. I drank a little bit of beer and some liquor since I'm a fan of whisky. I didn't get drunk because I wouldn't like getting home and getting caught with liquor in my breath. Some other people were smoking weed in the back, I was tempted to take a hit but I didn't. I'm currently on probation and I don't want to mess that up. Overall it was really great. Some grunge music followed by some Spanish Hard Rock. I just got home like an hour ago. I guess it was the right moment to begin writing in my blog. Goodnight.