500 Days....

Its a very cool movie I recently watched for the first time. I reminds me of my relationship with my ex. First time a movie has made me feel good for awhile. At the moment I feel bold. I think to myself that the phrase "Everything happens for a reason" is becoming a part of my life. I must go through thick and thin but eventually I will move on. My friend Rachel posted something on her wall that really hit me today. "I think it's fucked up when a guy is super into his girl , but his girl could care less . I mean , you're not always gonna be that lucky to find a guy a like that."  It really hit me today. I thought to myself. Why so much pain. Why so much suffering towards a girl that you cry over yet they wont give you the same love you give them. She was my first love but sometimes you got to let go of things because in the end I must not focus on the future of others but on the future of myself.