Love.

Fuck it. I'm sick of it. Does it mean anything. Like when you spend time with someone you love yet they can't do the same. They say they do but deep down you know they don't. Today I spent time with my ex. We talked, hugged, kissed, you know the usual. But what really fucking sucks is that we aren't together. Yeah we act like a couple but there is no partnership. What really pisses me off is that I give that extra effort to not fuck up. Yeah my friends have told me, "move on" and so forth but I'm not giving up. This is one thing I hate about her. She doesn't realize that with my exes I wouldn't give two shits about them. But this one thinks shes just like the rest. What she doesn't know is that behind every damn song I post on my facebook, every quote I copy and paste, and damn response I give to someone has something to do with her. It pisses me so much. Yeah she has her flaws and so do I but i look beyond that in her. She thinks I'm always going to look down on her or something. I just sometimes really wish she know how I felt. That I'm happy when I'm with her. Fuck! Im still in love...