Palucha

Sucks. I hate how I still can't let go. My days feel long as hell. I spend hours staring at my ceiling. I'm stuffing my face with junk food. I'm slowly beginning to dislike people more and more every single day. I HATE couples that are lovey dovey over Facebook. Sometimes my computer screen looks like its twisting or morphing. I've been drinking heavily. Life is nothing like a song. Just feel like nothing else matters. I've stopped taking medication for a month now. I've been talking to my cat or the walls because my schizophrenia kicks in throughout the day. The Xbox 360 my friend let me borrow sucks alot. It gets boring as hell. There's only one thing that can make me happy but I cant have it... Palucha sucks.